Awake

Ah..I'm awake...why is that?
It's been a year since then hasn't it?
Yet...here I am..
I wonder why...when at that time, I gave up everything to you
I let you have your way
I let you prosper..no...I let you corrupt and destroy..
At that time, I no longer cared what happened to me.
It was painful, I went numb. It hurt It hurt It hurt It hurt so I disappeared
This time, it feels different somehow
Say...do you think that someone like me could ever become something? Supposing that..I gave it my all? In the end..is it worth it?

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